Note to self:

Sometimes when things start to go well after things have gone badly, the contrast can be more painful than ever... We are tempted to turn back because our hearts are melting and fear the possibility of truly feeling alive.

...But out of curiosity and thirst we press on unto the unknown and chart a new course because we can no longer live in the dark.

Happy thoughts:

1. No longer being less than who I am just to make other people feel better about themselves.
2. Running tomorrow morning.
3. That pain teaches a lesson. Although I can't turn back time, I will never ever forget what I've learned.
4. Trusting the universe to take care of me.
5. Trusting the universe to take care of my family and friends.
6. Giving up the illusion that I am in control.
7. Taking a chance on happiness everyday.